You are the one who refused to admit your mistakes . . .

Who said that one should admit to their mistakes and not find any excuses to wriggle his/her way out? Who said that a wrong is a wrong, just apologize and shut up? Who say that one should be humble enough to admit that it's his/her fault and learn to better him/herself?

You bloody hypocrit. I had told you I wanted to leave the house at 10+ this morning. But you didn't manage to wake up on time. After waking up, I told you that I am about to leave. You said that you need 10 mins to check your email. And then, you took a hell of a time with it. We only left the house at 1115am.

I did not blame you. I did not rush you (in fear that you'll get angry). I just reminded you on and off that I need to go. BUT what did you do? You said I should wake you up earlier if I was in a rush. I should hurry you if I need to go off. Seriously, I think these are the only 2 points you make. But you had this ability to rephrase them in so many different ways that you were constantly nagging away from before you even left the house, to after we left the house and was taking the lift down. You nagged and nagged non-stop. I apologized (maybe I should have waked you up earlier). But you won't stop. You told me not to expect you to wake up and leave the house immediately. Then why didn't you tell me in the first place too? And now, you start nagging me for it. Anyway, I just kept quiet and apologized. You continued on, I don't know what you said, basically, it's just about the 2 points above but phrased in half a dozen ways. Until I got irritated, I told you I had mentioned about 10+ last night and I had mentioned about 11 just now.

Then you started shooting at me instead, still rephrasing the 2 points stated above. I told you to stop blaming me, I was in a rush, not you, I didn't blame you one bit, why is that you had already blamed me for so many things. And then, you found a 'legitimate' reason to blow up. You insist that you didn't blame me. Yeah right, you didn't blame me, so I asked you if those sentences are not blaming me on what I should have done, what I should not do, etc...., then what are they? You can't answer me. You just insisted that you didn't blame me. Come on! This is no way to reason. This is plain throwing of tantrum and insisting that you must have your way. CHILDISH!!!!!

And for that, you stood there 'blaming' (I think now I can use the word blaming) me for using the wrong word, wrong tone, wrong attitude, wrong face, etc..... WATHEVER GOD DAMN THING YOU CAN THINK ABOUT!!!!!!

So first, you said I shoud rush you when I'm in a hurry. Then you jolly well knew that I was already in a hurry, but you chose to stand at the carpark, lecture me and refuse to go. What kind of ideas went through your mind?

When we finally get moving, you, who forever want the final say, told me that I need to push to get things done. Excuse me sir, you were the exact person who lectured me when I was late (perhaps 5 mins or so) and complained about me that NOTHING CAN BE DONE IF YOU DON"T ASK!?!?!??!

You've just answered your own question, asshole! NO, NOTHING CAN BE DONE IF YOU DON"T PUSH TO GET IT, DEAR!!!! THE NEXT TIME, DON"T KEEP TELLING ME I DO NOT HAVE THE INITIATIVE. COS YOU TOLD ME THAT IT"S NORMAL NOT TO HAVE THE INITIATIVE, THAT EVERYBODY NEEDS TO PUSH TO GET THINGS DONE!

Or maybe you are only addressing yourself. Being such an EGOISTIC PIG, you expect things to be done for you without your asking, yet expect people to cordially invite you to go things when in urgent need.

BASTARD!!!!!

Shameless Brat . . .

You are taking your freedom for granted. I had let you meet anybody you want, any time of the day you want, and any gender you want. Until one day a few years back, I realised you strayed. You still refused to admit it. If you do, you are not repentent at all. You had mislaid my trust. Now, because of your history, I had doubts with your capability of handling the freedom that I have given you.

You had showed hints of straying again, by meeting up with her countless times, without telling me, and so often that it beats me (and I bet anybody who is sane) what's there to do with a gal whom you called plain friend. I don't meet my friend every other day. If ever there will be such a day, I will not hesitate to tell you too, if he is only a plain old friend.

You are meeting her too often, and too discreetly for my comfort. And yet, when I raise this issue up, you dare to tell me that I'm controlling your schedule and who your friends are and should be. If I am so controlling, you won't be having any single dates with all your fellow pretty or non-pretty gals. If I am so controlling, you won't be stepping out of the house at 11pm and not coming back till 5am with your drinking gang. I only have one person whom I am wary of, whom I have all the reasons in the world to doubt her integrity, whom you had shown too much 'concern' about. AND YOU SAY THAT I"M DAMN BLOODY CONTROLLING YOU!?!?!?!??!?!

You didn't learn your lesson and you are not sorry . . .

We went throught the first G era. I had the help of the first G's husband to pin and nail you down. You denied!!!! And you didn't apologize!!!!

Only until a few years later, when I had used that event to complain about you, did you then comment on it. What was your comment? That why couldn't I put things behind us and move on. I told you specifically why. You didn't admit, means you did not think that you were wrong and you still feels that we wronged you. You didn't bother to apologize, you were not sorry for the hurt and humility that you put me through. How will we be able to put things behind us?

And so, you apologized once, after much complaints.

NOW WAT!!!! You started anther one with the second G. How sorry can you be? You went out with G2 on Monday. It is now Friday, and you had not told me about it. I tested you. I told you I expected you to lunch with her on Monday cos you were at Toa Payoh on that day. You then say 'I think I had lunch with her'. BLOODY HELL! What 'you think'. It was only 4 days away, your brain's failing you or something? Then you admitted that you did lunch with her. Fine! I asked you again where you ate with her. I tell you what you told me. On Monday, you told me you just had a burger for lunch. Now you told me that you had lunch at a coffee shop. What does this show? YOU WERE LYING, AND YOU ARE STILL LYING!!!!! I asked you that if I had not chosen to make a guess that you had lunch with her on Monday, would you voluntarily tell me about it? You were trapped. You said sorry. What does a fucking sorry mean to you?!?!?!! You had said sorry about cheating before. were you sorry? NO!!!!!! So what's so great about your sorry? I told you that saying sorry after lying is no good. So does it mean I can do the same? You saied no, and that you are sorry, but you thought I would not be happy and thus kept it from me. Great, then I'll just go fuck another guy, and conclude that you would not be happy knowing it and then keep it from you.

BLOODY FUCKER!!!!! YOU ARE NOT SORRY FOR WHAT YOU HAD DONE....YOU ARE NOT!!!!!!!