Monday, February 13, 2006

You are the one who refused to admit your mistakes . . .

Who said that one should admit to their mistakes and not find any excuses to wriggle his/her way out? Who said that a wrong is a wrong, just apologize and shut up? Who say that one should be humble enough to admit that it's his/her fault and learn to better him/herself?

You bloody hypocrit. I had told you I wanted to leave the house at 10+ this morning. But you didn't manage to wake up on time. After waking up, I told you that I am about to leave. You said that you need 10 mins to check your email. And then, you took a hell of a time with it. We only left the house at 1115am.

I did not blame you. I did not rush you (in fear that you'll get angry). I just reminded you on and off that I need to go. BUT what did you do? You said I should wake you up earlier if I was in a rush. I should hurry you if I need to go off. Seriously, I think these are the only 2 points you make. But you had this ability to rephrase them in so many different ways that you were constantly nagging away from before you even left the house, to after we left the house and was taking the lift down. You nagged and nagged non-stop. I apologized (maybe I should have waked you up earlier). But you won't stop. You told me not to expect you to wake up and leave the house immediately. Then why didn't you tell me in the first place too? And now, you start nagging me for it. Anyway, I just kept quiet and apologized. You continued on, I don't know what you said, basically, it's just about the 2 points above but phrased in half a dozen ways. Until I got irritated, I told you I had mentioned about 10+ last night and I had mentioned about 11 just now.

Then you started shooting at me instead, still rephrasing the 2 points stated above. I told you to stop blaming me, I was in a rush, not you, I didn't blame you one bit, why is that you had already blamed me for so many things. And then, you found a 'legitimate' reason to blow up. You insist that you didn't blame me. Yeah right, you didn't blame me, so I asked you if those sentences are not blaming me on what I should have done, what I should not do, etc...., then what are they? You can't answer me. You just insisted that you didn't blame me. Come on! This is no way to reason. This is plain throwing of tantrum and insisting that you must have your way. CHILDISH!!!!!

And for that, you stood there 'blaming' (I think now I can use the word blaming) me for using the wrong word, wrong tone, wrong attitude, wrong face, etc..... WATHEVER GOD DAMN THING YOU CAN THINK ABOUT!!!!!!

So first, you said I shoud rush you when I'm in a hurry. Then you jolly well knew that I was already in a hurry, but you chose to stand at the carpark, lecture me and refuse to go. What kind of ideas went through your mind?

When we finally get moving, you, who forever want the final say, told me that I need to push to get things done. Excuse me sir, you were the exact person who lectured me when I was late (perhaps 5 mins or so) and complained about me that NOTHING CAN BE DONE IF YOU DON"T ASK!?!?!??!

You've just answered your own question, asshole! NO, NOTHING CAN BE DONE IF YOU DON"T PUSH TO GET IT, DEAR!!!! THE NEXT TIME, DON"T KEEP TELLING ME I DO NOT HAVE THE INITIATIVE. COS YOU TOLD ME THAT IT"S NORMAL NOT TO HAVE THE INITIATIVE, THAT EVERYBODY NEEDS TO PUSH TO GET THINGS DONE!

Or maybe you are only addressing yourself. Being such an EGOISTIC PIG, you expect things to be done for you without your asking, yet expect people to cordially invite you to go things when in urgent need.

BASTARD!!!!!

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