Monday, September 26, 2005

HE IS A MONSTER!!!!!!

Bloody hell! What does he think he is!

He didn't hear my answer, and then scold me at the top of his lungs on why I can't even respond to his simple question. Maybe he should ask himself why he is so deaf. Or ask himself what is the exact reason for us not being able to live peacefully together.

He is such an idiot to ask me why is it that after 9 months of staying together, we still quarrel over simple little things like answering of questions. I think only he can answer this question. Cos the answer lies in himself. Why does he throw his temper at the slightest thing that doesn't go his way (and his way is not the only way and the correct way)? Why does he kick up a big fuss over small things like not getting his questions answered the way he wants it (anyway, it's he who didn't catch the answer, it's not that I didn't tell him so)? Why does he nag at every minor issue? Why does he not realise that he himself also make common mistakes in every day life (not once, but many times)? If he can answer all these questions, he will be able to get the right reply to his first question of why there can't be peace in the house.

And he is still at it. Still scolding me. Still trying to point out my mistake (which actually is his). Saying that it's as easy as one person asking, and the other answering. Why can't I just get it right. Oh my!!!! If you bother to listen, you would already have gotten the answer.

Madness....!!!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

HE IS A BLOODY IDIOT..... .!

HE IS A BLOODY IDIOT, LIAR, UNFAITHFUL, UNTRUTHFUL, UNGRATEFUL FELLOW!!!!!!!

HE KEEPS MEETING THAT BLOODY HELL G! AND HAS RESORTED TO NOT TELLING ME ANYMORE. NOT THAT HE MEETS HER ONCE A MONTH OR SOMETHING, HE HAS BEEN MEETING HER EVERY OTHER DAY!!!! IT'S NOT WEEK, IT'S DAY, EVERY OTHER DAY!!!!! AND HE ONLY MEETS HER ONLY, IF SHE IS WITH SOMEONE ELSE, HE DOESN'T WANT TO MAKE HER AND MAKE EVERY EFFORT TO CATER TO HER SO THAT HE WILL ONLY GET TO MEET HER AND HER ONLY!!!!

I GAVE HIM THE HINT THE LAST TIME ROUND, AND HE DOESN'T EVEN TAKE IT TO HEART!!! BLOODY HELL!!!!!!

ON ONE HAND, HE SAYS HE WANTS TO KEEP THIS RELATIONSHIP, ON THE OTHER, HE CONTINUES SPOILING IT. HE IS INCORRIGIBLE! BLOODY IDIOT!!!!!! SICKO!!!!!

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

He contradicts himself....

He was the one who disallows me to err in my conversation and sacarstically says I need English lessons, but he is also the one who err in his conversation but won't allow me to be sacarstic in return.

He was the one who says when he is wrong, he will admit it and face the music, but he is also the one who will not apologize when he makes a mistake and blamed me for nagging at him and blowing up.

He was the one who lectures me to put on a good attitude when others point out my mistakes, but he is also the one who made the matter worse by showing a bad attitude when I point out his.

He was the one who gets irritated when he tells me to decide but I still gave him options to choose from, but he is also the one who still lay out options for me when I specifically told him to make a decision.

He was the one who told me never to bring out his misdoings while he is pointing out mine, but he is also the one who tried to turn the table around by pointing out my misdoings when I lecture him.

He was the one who told me not to imitate him in his behaviour (making me repeat my answer till he feels he like my tone of voice, etc...) and not to compare what he does with me and what I can do with him, but he is also the one who tried to make me see how irritating I was by imitating what I did/said when he scolds me.

When he told me that by imitating what I did/said, he is trying to show me how irritating my behaviour is.
1) Honestly, I don't feel irritated when he imitates me, because if he can find a good enough example to make me feel that what I did was irritating, I'll definitely check my reactions in the future. Fact is, he can't find anything to make me feel that I lack.
2) I told him I imitated him too, not because I want to irritate him. I also simply want to show him how irritating his behaviour was. I don't think he like what I said, cos he accused me of taking revenge instead!

Whatever...may sound confusing. But basically, it's just that he thinks he is always right, and he wants to be always right, such that whenever he is wrong, he will declare that this is his world, he is king, and he is always right.

A LACKING DESPERADO WHO IS TRYING TO FORCE OTHERS TO BELIEVE HE IS RIGHT!!!!!